There are times in life when people prefer to hide their feelings and keep others from knowing how they really feel, for rather moral or personal reasons, such as not wanting to hurt others, being uncomfortable with expressing themselves, and not wanting other people feeling sorry for them, when they are viewing or being aware of their emotional state. One of the biggest reasons is probably is that people are often afraid of the consequences.
More often than not people start having tendency to hide their feelings, when it comes to concern of other people’s feelings.
And I actually have been hiding my emotion that how sad I am or How angry I am, since some day. Come to think of it, I’m not a one good at conceal my feeling. You see, When I get angry, immediately, putting out the sign that I am furious. Especially, when I get something mood in sad, I was a boy who crying a tear. But I can see any longer this kinds of
The big question is when is the last time I am crying in front of someone. 10 Year? 5 year? I can’t even imagine the last the time.
It probably because of my father. I think when the time around my father passed away, He told me you’d never ever would cry even if what terrible tragedy happened around you. Peculiarly, a few days a later my father actually gone. And I have to keep my father’s saying unconsciously.
As matter now stand, I thought myself What is a human being?
